Final Decision

After feeling complicated and unsure for few days, finally I am pretty sure with what I want. Probably having option is good, to let me know clearer on the decision and path I really wish to go. After all the up and down for the week, I went into Bryan's room and have my final chat with him I think. Pretty much I told him everything. Telling him that I am really looking forward and excited to try out and venture my new job in the new company. And that my decision is definitely firm on the day I tendered my resignation letter. I also make it clear to him that I am not waiting for company to counter offer me and he said he know and that idea did not cross his mind. (I make sure to let him know that Yi Ping is thinking the other way). Then i told him that I become indecisive because I know what he have done for me and the only reason if I would consider to pull back my resignation letter would definitely be him. Telling him that I really do trusted him and that I am sure he have done a lot in planning for my future here but still the unsecure feeling will forever be there even if they tell me that my future here is pretty secure. I told him what Lynn told me. That this company does not belong to him and that every decision will still have to be finalised by the board members or etc and that things might or might not turn out to be how he have planned. I told him that I really love working here but let me go out and explore to see the world. When I have gain enough knowledge and experience and if I really love here, I will come back. And I think he is sincere with me. He told me one thing that I need to know to move on, that "Success does not only limit in this company".. which pretty motivate me to move on and explore what is waiting for me outside =D
I am feeling much relief after making the final decision. At least it is something I wanted to try doing. It is a big jump and I am pretty sure I will learn a lot from it =D May I grow faster and learn well too..